If you think I will be very sad and crying so loud, you are so wrong. If you think I’m laughing and having fun on your death, you are still wrong.
In this case, I just don’t quite understand the reason(s) why you are doing this kind of thing to me, someone whom you don’t know well. I can only keep on asking and assuming what kind of person you really are. I know I know you not. And you also know you know me not. Why so judgmental?
I don’t mind if you do this to me as long as you give me reason(s), argument(s), fact(s) or anything which can explain what is actually happening now. I hate something unclear bugging my head. I hate it even more when I become so curious about it. Nothing relating with you is important to me, unless it has something to do with me.
Okay, it’s clear that you are getting rid of me. I was told that you hate something that I do and you denied telling what it exactly is. Any you know what? I totally hate it when someone doesn’t like me but he/she keeps on putting their hatred inside their heart instead of telling me. I fully hate it when someone sees there’s part of me that must be repaired but instead of trying to guide me, he/she leaves me clueless. You know what my statement means, yes I hate you. I don’t hate you as a subject matter but I hate you for doing such things.
You have made me come to a conclusion that actually you are not a good friend for me since a good friend won’t leave me clueless like this. Hey, we’re not even friend anyway! Sorry for my mistake.
So, you can get rid of me anytime you wish. You are even allowed to think I don’t exist. Don’t tell me you are only joking around since I am already mad now. Don’t tell me you are doing that for fun since you have made me sick of you.
Judgmental, am I? Yes, and I have no choice.
Asking for apologize? I have, but I won’t beg you to say sorry to me. I will appreciate it a lot if you are sorry, but it doesn’t really matter since I’m just someone who’s easily fooled and now a bit anger stays inside my heart, something that will be cured, forgiven but not forgotten.
As you wish, good bye x-friend! (Oops.. I did it again.. We’re never really friend. My bad...)