00:01

Si maya ini kerjaannya ngasih tugas mulu..huehehe.. *padahal baru 2x gitu dan yang 1 ga dikerjain.. heuheuheu* and here it goes:

aturannya adalah... gunakan google image untuk menjawab pertanyaan. untuk menjawab, pilih gambar yang ada di halaman pertama dari hasil pencarian, lalu tag 7 orang *sebagai bentuk pemaksaan mengerjakan tugas..huehehe*

#my age of next birthday#


whoaaa... 21 is a number! such a big number.. well, being older is certainty while being mature is mandatory. will choose to be mature or ... will my 21st years of my life will be more useful or not?? we'll see.. better things have to happen whatsoever next year.

#a favorite place#

Bedroom is the best place ever! it is the only, yes..i emphasize..THE ONLY place where i can relax my soul. you see the room above aight?? that's so damn cool!! haha... i wish i have a better room than that. Well, lately i only spend few hours in my bedroom for i almost always sleep late. huks..

#a favorite food#

#A favorite thing#


if there is one thing that i have to choose to be my one favorite thing.. that thing must be book. reading books (fiction books, for sure) can make me forget anything else. i forget that time keeps spinning around. i forget that my mom is asking me to do her a favor. i forget to eat. i forget to take a shower (yakin lo forget?? bukan hobi?? wkwkwkwk). i even forget the computer with internet connection, my second favorite thing.. :D:D
usually i spend my holiday with good fiction books, but not for this holiday. i have no time to read all those books that i have bought since i spend most of my time researching. huaaa... i really2 want to read them! but when??

#a favorite color#


i happened to find the picture above by searching "green" and hey.. the result turned great! it is the icon of green star accreditation issued in Australia. well, as you know.. my multiply user name is greenstaaa which is derived from green star (when registered, the user name "greenstar" had been taken). i'm happy to find out that my green star thing is being used for positive thing. i love green and i love star. so, i am environmentally friendly green lil' star :))

#A city I was born and a city that I have lived in…#


hell yeah! jakarta is where i was borne and growing up. living there for almost 21 years has made me feel like i am a native jakartan though actually both of my parents are not from this capital city of indonesia. no matter how bad and dirty my jakarta, i heart it. so.. please!! government! make jakarta a cleaner and more beautiful town!

i used to be called oshin, the title of novel above. i presume that must be because my oriental look (well, of course...i'm an asian!)


#college major#

i proudly say that i am a student of law faculty in one of a well-known university in indonesia (hmm..though now this factulty seems to start fading it's exclusiveness..)
i don't know whether i will graduate in the next 1,5 years or i will extend my study time there to do some sacred missions >:)

#name of my love#



i read this line somewhere "like all, love none, stay single, have fun!!" ;)
my love is myself. hahaha... sound selfish eh?? yeee...kind of.. however.. it is the way it is. i'm not in love with anybody else for now. the only person i care so much is myself (of course i also care about my dear family and besties..xoxo)

#bad habit#


i believe that everybody loves to be spoilt. everybody loves to be treated. so am i!! the bad thing is, i'm just too spoilt. some people might think that i am independent. no i'm not. i'm too far from what so call independent girl. haha.. no wonder i picked this spoilt kitty picture. i am a spoilt girl and i love spoilt cat. :D

#a hobby#


i really enjoy reading. as i told you all before, i can forget anything when i have good books with me..

#a wishlist#


my biggest dream is to travel around the world. i want it want it want it soooo badly! haha.. i think traveling is a must.. i hear this somewhere "the world is like a book, when you stay in one place, that means you only read a page of it."

okok.. it's time to tag 7 of you
mbak ides
eka
bang dillon
anggri
dek
ficha
mbak wenny

07:41

This year has been rough for me. Well, there are many great things happened. But, there are also many so-far-to-be-called-great things happened.
I'm not writing about all of them. What will be the topic in this entry is only a so-far-to-be-called-great thing that we know as score. This year hasn't been friendly to my score.

I believe almost everybody knows how it feels to have dirty nasty score. In my case, i rarely get such nasty score! In fact, this semester is like hell for my score! ha! you may guess how bad my score is. I just won't tell for it is really really really bad so that i really really really think that i have to fix and reinstall all the things in my brain. No kidding. Only if I could though :P:P

This makes me have to do huge evaluation over what i've done this year long and make new strategy for next year. I've been disappointed enough of myself and I'm not gonna let this kind of things ever happen again.

:(( :(( :((

00:15

I really like to see the pose of that kitty. DAMN CUTE!! haha..
anyway, I would like to say:

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO YOU ALL!!!

What are you guys planning??


there's no holiday for me though.
*tsokay! i will be having fun in the end! this tiredness will be paid off*

13:48

Mungkin apa yang dikatakan orang bijak bahwa tidak ada yang lebih mengerti seorang anak selain ibu sendiri itu ada benarnya. Ya, walaupun kadang si anak merasa tidak dimengerti oleh si ibu, tapi cukup sering feeling ibu klop dengan apa yang dialami anaknya. Well, mungkin si ibu merhatiin juga kali ya gerak-gerik anaknya yang makin lama makin aneh..hueheheh..

Udah beberapa minggu terakhir ini si Mama nyangkain aku punya pacar. Pacar dari Hong Kong?? Membaca saja aku suliiit.. huahaha.. Pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang dia tanyakan juga ga jauh-jauh seputar kehidupan percintaan anaknya yang paling oke ini (bener kok, dibaca OKE, ga salah baca! hoho). Aku jadi ikut bertanya-tanya "ini sebenarnya yang seharusnya puber si anak apa si ibu sih??"

Situasi I
*temen cowok telepon, aku lagi males ngobrol, jadilah pake loudspeaker*
teman: va, kok rame?
me: iya, nyokap ikut dengerin..hehe..
teman: kok kamu ga bawel?
me: kan aku lagi makan
teman: kamu teleponannya di kamar aja dong! aku malu..
me: dari tadi emang di kamar kok, kamar nyokap..hehe
**setelah selesai telepon**
mama: tadi siapa sih ep?
me: temen
mama: yakiiin??
me: err.....

Situasi II
*pulang ke rumah bawa banyak omongan roti*
mama: enak tuh.. tumben beli banyak
fussy sis: efek baru kelar ujian ya ep??
*si eva nyengir2 doang*
mama: ga lah teh, palingan dibeliin pacarnya
*langsung berenti nyengir2*

Situasi III
*siap2 mau jalan*
fussy sis: mau ke mana kamu?
me: mau nonton!!
*nyokap udah ngelirik dengan kata2 terpancar dari matanya bertuliskan "ke bioskop mulu!!"
mama: ep, kamu klo pilih pacar yang bener dong! jangan asal!
me: he?? *heran kok tiba-tiba si mama bilang gitu*
mama: iyaa,, tar klo udah cinta kan susah!
me: *ngakak guling-guling, oke..itu lebay!*
mama: emangnya anak mana ep?
me: apa sih ma?? pacar dari Hong Kong??
mama: yaa... kan bangga klo punya pacar
me: err... *mulai ga nyambung si mama*
mama: *nyengir-nyengir*
me: *gubrag* aku ga pacaran kali maa... skalipun pacaran blom berani serius. ga usah hebring kaya mau dapet mantu baru.. ini aja berangkatnya sendiri
mama: yaa...sendiri kan dari rumah, setelah keluar rumah mana tau??
*padahal aku nonton sama anita, sahabatku dari smp! curiga aja si mama! haha*

*dalem hati, ngakak guling-guling kasur suit*

Yahh.. begitulah saudara-saudara.. si mama sok teu abis.. huahaha.. tapi kata-katanya dia bener banget lho.. JANGAN ASAL! klo udah terlanjur cinta sulit jadinya!
*dalem hati, widihh.. si mama dapet ide dari mana tuh sampe buat prasangka kaya gitu?? huahahahaha... gara2 aku sering ke bioskop apa ya akhir2 ini?? KACAU!!*

22:42

I believe everyone has some things that he/she cannot live without. Me too. My life has been surrounded with some things that stays in my mind and when they are not with me, I feel something is missing. I feel like my life is incomplete. I feel like I'm not totally I am. These are the things that I cannot live without:

1. My dutch-wife, or in our bahasa we call it guling

It is so ugly now!! haha... I've been with it since I was in the second year of elementary school. Since the very beginning, I knew that it would be the best pillow for me! And.. it IS indeed the best dutch-wife for me until now. I feel mad and jealous every time my mom, or my sis, or my dad, or my brother, or my niece, or my nephew use it. Usually they surrender it to them when I start to be nagging on them to get my pillow back! Some weeks ago, my mom almost threw it to the trash bin. Thanks God I could still save it. I LOVE you, pillow (yes..more than I love boys and money and anything! haha..) However, no matter how in love that I am with it, I never have intention to give it a name. It's just pillow for me, a priceless pillow though, but I still have my consciousness that it is just a thing that cannot substitute human being.


3. My computer

I do prefer computer to notebook. I like the wide screen, the speaker, the games, the anything in it except the virus(es)! [sigh! why people make computer virus?? don't you know it IS annoying??] :P
There is burn mark on the monitor. Yes, it was burned a bit when the second floor of my house was burned out (that I presume as the result of my mistake :P). And, I don't know what my brother in law's brother did to make it survive and can be used as new again. Same thing also happened to the CPU, he did change some of the components and it is as good as new, except the fan that now has to be changed or cleaned or whatever for there is a notification in the monitor that says "fan error" every time I turn my computer on. Well, don't worry my beloved computer, I will bring you to the computer doctor today. :D

4. My green pencil

I don't know why i prefer losing Rp. 1000,- to losing my green pencil. haha.. I think this has something to do with the history of the pencil. I bought it when I was on the third grade of senior high school. It is the pencil that i used when doing my very final examination in senior high school. It is the pencil that i used when doing SPMB problems. It is the pencil that I use to write and draw so that it knows what and how I really feel when writing and drawing using it.

5. Milk!!

I'm not sure how long I have been in love with milk. As far as I realize, I drink it everyday unless I forget or run out of stock. What I have been asking myself is why I don't get significant weight eventhough I drink it like crazy everyday??

6. YOU!!

yes..yes..YOU..guys!! I cannot live without you. I just don't know how my life will be without friends. Those who remind me when I forget. Those who cheer me up when I am sad. Those who accompany me to the salon. haha.. Those who correct me when I wrong. Those who tell me when I have no idea. Those who send have-a-nice-sleep text message on late at night. Those who hug me when I cry and so on and so forth. You guys are just too precious.. :P

7. My Family

I just have no more words to show how much I love my family. My mom, though sometimes you are so damn fussy; my dad who loves to joke around, my only brother that keeps inspires his sisters, and my 4 great sisters.

This entry is written in the middle of injury time studying of International Organization for exam. The numbering does not mean I order it from what I love-the-most to what I less-love-the-most. It's just number. Random order.

01:01

3.37 am
now listening to craig david's i just don't love you no more (i'm sorry)

well, i'm not an expert in relationship thingy that's why i'm wondering what the damn "open relationship" means. another reason why i'm curious about this term is that there are many friends of mine in facebook use that as their relationship status.

after googling, i find out that "open relationship" actually means you are having a partner but you can still go out with other if you want to. in my own wording, this kind of relationship means a type of relationship in which commitment is not really important, or in a positive way that means our partner is willing to let us "choose the best."

okay... is it good or bad?? haha.. i bet..a lil bit of both!
what makes it funny is the way people (read: MY FRIENDS) interpret and use the term. many of them are listed as singles, the question is how come it becomes "open relationship" while there is no relationship at all??

well, being objective, i see this kind of relationship really benefits us. but, only in case we, as the people who find a better partner..not being the one who is left by our partner who gets "a better partner."

okay, what's in your mind about this??

08:06